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Waiting for a Miracle

by Tequila Mockingbird

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bea !!!!!! gorgeous ep great sad songs love low tenor/ high baritone vox register in emo. Favorite track: Wonderhoy!.
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1.
I think I'm gonna die alone It's all my fault Another Saturday stuck in my home It's all my fault My mother said just to be myself I have two problems with that: I can't be anyone else and I fucking hate myself These worthless platitudes can't fix my fuckin attitudes Cuz what if I work up the courage to talk and we become nothing more than acquaintances? To scared to live
2.
Wonderhoy! 03:01
We play these games all of the time Russian roulette but the bullet's in my head Word salad comes out of my mind Trying to tell you I don't want to know where you were sleeping I just want to know what were you thinking Is there something wrong with me cuz I see you struggle and I'm feeling empathy Goes to show I never knew you at all Trust is transient And that's where we both stand I don't want to know where you were sleeping I just want to know what were you thinking Is there something wrong with me cuz I see you struggle and I'm feeling apathy Goes to show I never knew you at all I'll confess A fucking liar I don't want to know where you were sleeping I just want to know what were you thinking Is there something wrong with me cuz I see you struggle and I'm FUCKING HAPPY Goes to show I never knew you at all
3.
4 hours of drunk sleep, a burning headache Tomorrow's a new day, another mistake I atone For words I don't remember But recognize as my own Trying to keep my head off the pavement 22 fearing my life's already wasted I bemoan My failure to cope But your words are my hope [Refrain]: It's just a process towards happiness you said It's just a process towards happiness Halfway across the country I hope you're proud of me It's just a process towards happiness Waiting for a miracle If not for me than only you [Refrain]:
4.
Second Act 03:21
[Refrain]: Sitting in my bead With these thoughts in my head Like the end of the second act in the film when everyone's depressed Not sure what I should've said Not sure what's happening next But I know that I'll fuck it all up again Never apologized for all the vacant stares and lies Said they were the duct tape that stitch up our fucked up lives Broken people plucking on tendons like strings A naïve child dreaming about wedding rings Honestly I'm impressed 3 years and you never missed a step Conjuring thoughts that make me depressed [Refrain]
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Well it's toxic It's caustic The voice in the back of my mind To keep me here and never try Creating failure by design Disrupting every aspect it says Give up while you're ahead Give up while you're ahead And all those problems that plague you now Are your own fault so just go out loud Give up while you're ahead You're better off dead Well not this time I'll take my chance there's more to me Than a tragic tale with an abrupt ending Get out of my own head Get out of my own head And every time I try to improve You just degrade me like it's no fucking use Get out of my own head I won't do it again The day turn into night And I realized that I was alright Despite my best efforts to try I'm not a coward for being alive I'M NOT A COWARD FOR BEING ALIVE (and neither are you)

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Acoustic midwest emo through the lens of folk punk. All heart and energy. No filler.

These are the first songs I ever wrote. They detail everything from my autism (Percy) to failed relationships (Wonderhoy!, Second Act) to my acceptance of myself (Text Me).

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released June 17, 2022

music written by Joe Yancheson
mixed and mastered by Mica Klave

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